Grawrr

I discovered I really like using this face :3
I don't know why.

So Pearl was lovely :)
I kept getting checked out by people walking by because I wore my homecoming dress from last year (which has gotten shorter and tighter I suppose) and combat boots and had just gotten a haircut, so I felt pretty bangin, which is nice.
Cassi looked so adorable in her little jean shorts.
We walked around and looked at stores and Cassi fell in love with some purple tights from Urban.
We had some legit sushi.
I saw my ex. He was playing Saxaphone for money. I don't know why I capitalized Saxaphone. Anyway we said hi and it was slightly awkward but that's ok because at least he smiled when he saw me.
Seeing him messed with my head a little, cuz I just recently finally got over him, and seeing him again threw me for a loop, but it's all good.
Onward and upward.

Yesterday, I went swimming, then hung out at my friends house cuz I got locked out of mine...
We listened to Linkin Park and thought of 8th grade.

I had a really shittastic practice for cheer yesterday though. The coach stopped us in the middle of running our routine and was like "what's wrong?" And that pissed me off. Because not only was there not much constructiveness to that, but it was humiliating, and because of that little comment I'm pretty sure a lot of my teammates have started questioning whether I deserve to be on the team or not. And If I'm good enough to perform the routine on Monday. I'm working really hard, and I know I'm by far not the best dancer on the team. But I'm dealing with switching from glasses to contacts (which, when you're as blind as I am, really, really screws with your depth perception), and having to basically erase 7 years of classical ballet technique and rewrite my muscle memory, and try to remember choreography that was added while I was in China, all while smiling even though I'm way self-conscious of my teeth and smiling is hard to do when you just want to cry because you're embarassed and stressed on top of everything else.

Yeah...
Sorry about the mini-rant there..

Anyway, hopefully today will be better.