On his facebook, he's got all these pictures of him looking adorable and him with his ex... recent ex... who I hope to God is still his ex. When I had a random late-night stalkathon I did not expect to find myself reading his profile, but there I was. Fuck. Fuck!!
What's winding me up is that not only is he gorgeous and he knows it, but he looked so damn adorable with her. I could tell they'd been together for just about forever. How the hell do I live up to that? Honestly, how do I prove to him I'm worth it? I mean, in a non-slutty yet memorable way? Why do I feel like he's wayyyy out of my league? The whole confidence-around-guys-thing has never been an issue for me, so this is throwing me off a little bit.
And why the hell do I suddenly care so much??
I NEVER care this much, especially about silly whoreboys. Something is seriously wrong here.
I think that song "Crazy" by Mandy Barnett would totally start playing right now if my life had a soundtrack...
hmm, i'm not sure what i could say in a comment without writing like 7 paragraphs. :P
ReplyDeletebut if you want we could talk on facebook or msn or skype or something, and i could TRY to give you advice, unless that is too stranger-dangerous.
nah i'd love that :) imma make a skype, or you can add me on facebook: Julia metlay
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