It's Been An Interesting Night.

Not like, Paper Towns interesting, just smalltown, oh-what-did-you-get-yourself-into-this-time-Julia-you-foxy-little-wench interesting. Haha. Ok, maybe not that interesting :P

So tonight was a night essentially unlike any other until approximately 6:18 pm when I get a text from a certain Mwb whom I have been avoiding and ignoring. But in some spontaneous moment of complete lack of judgement, I replied for the first time in over a month. And we get to talking. And he's not flirting just yet, but he tells me he misses me.

Well obviously, the whole "why don't we go our seperate ways" thing didn't really work, because I really hate to admit this, but I miss him too. Fuck. Fuck!! Why do I miss the cheating, over-sensitive, sext-obsessed, gets boring real quick, boy? Why?????

While trying to win the battle in my own head, I get a text from Farmboy, with whom I shall hopefully be dancing the night away with in around 48 hours :) And he's definitely flirting. A lotttt. And I'm flirting back. I'm really starting to like him.

And then I get another text from Mwb, telling me he wants me back in his life.

Why, God, why are you doing this to me? Is there a lesson to be learned here??
Sweet fucking Rocket Jesus.