Ooh Child.

I know I haven't done one of these since summer, but it's time for another 3 am post! Woo...

I don't know why I woke up about 20 mintutes ago, but I did. I woke up to a dark room, which is weird for me because I usually have to sleep with a little reading lamp on, because even at 15, I'm still a little afraid of the dark. But instead of turning my lamp on, it's still dark, and I'm actually kinda diggin' it.

I think it's funny that the first thing I thought of when I realized that it was 3 am and I was suddenly wide awake was "Wow, now would be a great time to get laid." and then I *almost* regretted not going over to Mwb's when he offered that I could sleep over tonight. Luckily my common sense kicked in right about then and I was glad I didn't.

So tomorrow, I'm getting feathers. Cassi was supposed to come with me, but she texted me while I was sleeping saying she couldn't. Well I'm getting feathers with or without Cassi. I have a sneaky feeling that she may be blowing me off to chill with her guy, which is fine, but be honest, babycakes.

So my late night epiphany (wouldn't that be a great name for a band? Late Night Epiphany...) was this: I can get by on the steady flow of action I'm getting, but do I really just want to get by? After witnessing some ridiculous cuteness between two friends today at Red Robin, I think just getting by is not what I want out of life. I hate to say this, but I think it may be time to change my serial heartbreaking ways.


video blog coming soon :P