PURGE.

Sweet Jesus, I feel liberated.

After a drama-filled weekend, I have decided to delete my last two posts. Even by my standards, it was just too much drama for one blog to contain.

Incase you missed the last two posts, here's the important stuff:
-Fsb's ex kind of not almost idfk girlfriend person is named Qv
-There was party, and she confronted me about sleeping with Fsb, but she, in turn, slept with Wsb so I think we're even.
-I accidentally made Fsb flip the fuck out
-The dynamic of the Fsb/Qv relationship was brought to light, and it's very sick and twisted
-I took the PSAT still drunk from the party and marveled over the word "banana"
-I went to a rave the next night in order to center my chi, and that helped a lot.
And I'm not getting into any more detail than that. Gahh.

Most of you read all the shit already, but I just couldn't let it remain. My thoughts are in flux, the situations are calming, and I don't want documentation of such an excessive amount of stupid shit on my blog. I'll be honest, I was talking some mad shit and I don't need my in-the-moment, rage-filled rantiness to be seen by anyone who hasn't seen it already.

Usually, I don't care what others think of my opinions, but I feel as if I crossed a line, and I was bringing bad vibes upon myself. My bad, y'all.

So I purged the bad juju!!

I'm just starting this week fresh, because I don't have the time to focus on speculating or being angry about things beyond my reach. I'm simply going to have to be zen.

I feel like a half-eaten strawberry.
Julia