Allow Me To Explain

I am strong, I am single, yada yada yada you know.
We strong independent women aren't strong all the time; our unwavering commitment to ourselves is not always so unwavering...

SOOOOOOO I had a moment of weakness and desperation last night.
Let be clear: this was pure and complete desperation for free alcohol and a sure-thing one night stand.
But, I ended up at Mwb's house, getting drunk and watching the Lakers kill the Nuggets on TV, even though the actual game was happening not even 5 minutes away at the Pepsi Center.

After the game ended, we walked through the epically abundant falling snow. The sky was still all lavender and the snow looked like glitter and by that point in had piled up to about 2 and 1/2 feet high, and despite it being freezing outside, the world was beautiful.

However, that was basically the only redeeming part of the evening.

After another night with Mwb, I have confirmed for myself that I can do SO much better. And I have! My momentary regression into the desperate state that led me to his door has been cured. I don't think there's too much more of a future for the me/Mwb story.

I am now compelled to pursue much hotter boys and have much better sex [which, let's be honest, won't be that hard]

Though I'm not proud of my momentary weakness, I think it led to a series of valuable realizations:
-I need to set higher standards for the boys I choose to fuck around with
-Shpongle needs to be my next conquest, though I doubt he will pose much of a challenge
-I sincerely enjoy watching basketball on TV... I should do that more often
-Valentine's day ain't got shit on me
-I am single for a reason

Sooo yeahhhh.
I'll ease up the romantic/self-reflective posts soon guys, sorry..
Julia