I am entering the most stressful three weeks probably ever.
Thanksgiving break is officially over, and in between now and the beginning of Christmas break, I face some majorly stress-inducing events:
-submission of college applications
-semester finals
-did I mention college applications?
HOLY SHIT JESUS. Seriously, you guys, I had no idea what the hell I was getting myself into by applying to three prestigious-as-fuck schools along with two other slightly-less-but-still-pretty-impressive schools. It will be a miracle if I can get these applications in completed and on time, let alone get actually accepted anywhere.
My college applications are making me crazy!
The supplements are extensive and I feel like nothing I do will ever be good enough. Gah! I am so scared to be rejected by every out-of-state school that I am applying to, but looking at my life and achievements objectively, it's a serious possibility that I may end up having to stay in Colorado for my undergraduate education.
I dream so big :/
The best part is that due to the weird and convoluted requirements of the GHS program that I am in, I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH CREDITS TO EVEN GRADUATE RIGHT NOW.
Cue the freaking out.
I am missing an entire language credit and math credit. So, amongst keeping my head above water when it comes to homework, getting my college essays and such looking fab, and just not failing my classes, I'll have to complete two entire credits.
In three weeks.
On top of everything, my personal health is still shittastic as ever and if it weren't for all the vicodin that I keep getting prescribed, I'd probably be unable to actually function, let alone, like, succeed, and stuff.
I am very glad that I have a boyfriend whom I can cuddle and fuck and then cuddle again because if it weren't for that, I'd probably have an aneurysm and die, which would be such a waste of all my academic and extracurricular ninja-ing.
I am very ready for next semester when I will hopefully be much less stressed out. Until then, my bloggage will likely be sporadic and in smaller quantities.
Julia
i've often wondered if shittastic is spelled with one t or two. i looked up GHS on urbandictionary and got "Guitar Hero Sluts". now ninjaing and bloggage, now those are my words, i use those frequently in casual convos. good luck with everything :)
ReplyDeleteDon't worry. "All you need to get accepted at Harvard is a sorority. Apparently." as stated by my 11th grade law teacher two years ago, referencing Legally Blonde. Lmao.
ReplyDeleteEverything will be okay!