I have until midnight, and then this beautiful thing will be over.
I have a few hours left of complete and utter peace of mind, and then reality is going to come falling all over me once again.
It is very uninvited, but necessary, and I suppose all good things must come to an end.
I'm really going to miss summer, because this has definitely been my best yet, and I feel like tomorrow I get put back into the little box that is normalcy in Hicktown. I've gotten used to having my days be unformatted, and sliding back into the daily grind isn't going to suck hardcore, but it will assuredly not be the most pleasant of things.
This summer has been filled with trips to Pearl Street, me obsessing of silly boys, and tons of time hanging out with my favorite people in the world (Cassi, this includes you <3) and the best part has been the spontanaeity of it all. My absolute favorite thing about summer is being bored one minute and being on a bus to go hang with people the next because you have the freedom to just do whatever. I'm really going to miss the feeling of knowing that anything could happen today.
I can't help feeling like my life is about to change dramatically. I feel as if I'm about to get consumed by school and cheerleading and work. I know somewhere in there there's got to be time for me to breathe, but I feel as if there are going to be days when I'm going to feel completely suffocated by stress. But I guess i'll just take each day as it comes, because what else can I do?
Oh beautiful, sexy, promising summer, how will I live without you for the next 9 months?
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