Tuesday, August 10, 2010

You And I? Well, We Could Be Just Fine.

If only I knew you had the time...
I'm listening to Fidelity by Regina Spektor. Ironic :)
I think y'all saw this coming, Mwb makes one final appearance for the summer.

In a way we've come to the end of the road. It's probably a good thing, I mean I think all we were ever destined for was a summer romance. A lil fling to spice up my lame life.
The thing is, what I was looking for just isn't possible anymore, and I know beyond the shadow of a doubt that I've gotten what I originally wanted anyway. Unfortunately at this point, I just can't trust him at all, and I know if he does trust me, he shouldn't.
What's more, is now that I've gotten past the initial high of dramatic emotional whiplash, I'm realizing how boring he is. He's a very lame person who can't hold a good converation unless it involves sex. (Btw Cassi, that's one thing he didn't get, see I'm not a ho lol)
I've come to the realization that we've had our fun and we should leave it at that, without a formal goodbye because whatever we had didn't really deserve one.

I know I should be sad or something, but all I can think of is happy songs, and I feel rather relieved. But hopeful. My real wonder-dude is out there somewhere, and I think I'll find him soon.

:)

4 comments:

  1. Good. =)
    But it's also good that we've got the condoms lol

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  2. dude, you guys have condoms? ;)
    haha, i'm glad you're okay.

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  3. everyone should carry condoms!! they're very useful ;) and they freak out elderly christian missionaries when you offer them some...

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  4. Hahaha I love you

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