Monday, December 6, 2010

Extensitivity

What is is with me using big made-up words these days? Holy Rocket Jesus. I don't even know what "extensitivity" is. It just sort of popped out my brain because I couldn't think of what to call this post. I think what I was initally going for was "Extensive Sensitivity" but somehow it got jumbled up along the brainwaves, hooray for lysdexia. I mean dyslexia. (lol, see what I did there? But seriously, being intelligent is hard when you can't read for shit)

Anyway, sensitivity. I constantly denounce it, and have said on several occasions how much it really annoys me when people are emotionally over-sensitive. Or sensitive at all, really. I find over-dramatic, wear-their-emotions-like-a-new-dress, mre-fragile-than-butterfly-wings people a tad obnoxious all the time. Lately I've been posting a lot of bitchy, cold-hearted swill. I beg you few and foreign followers not to take this the wrong way.

I'm a warm-ish person, honestly, I'm just extremely unemotional all the time.

I mean, I'll listen if you've got problems, and I'm used to being the shoulder to cry on, and I am constantly giving hugs and professing my love to strangers and inanimate objects. I'm just not an emotionally deep chica. I get sad and angry, but I'm kind of a ninja at hiding it. I don't cry in public, ever, (seriously, ask my friends, 99% of them have never even seen me tear up in a movie theater) and I tend to keep my feelings in check. Because of this I come off as a stony bitch.

Well, pshh ok, maybe I am a bit of a stony bitch. But since I'm sort of a magnet for screwed up people, I find that my lack of emotion kind of balances things out most of the time. Works for me.


Offically ended the whatever-it-was with Mwb, by the way. He took it pretty badly... oh well, it had to be done I guess, I mean, it was just getting stupid. But whatever, life's good.

Boom Buppa Boom Ba Boom Ba Boom Boom (The sound a good electronica track makes)
Julia

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