I didn't run, I pushed.

My instincts got the best of me for a second, and now he might be gone for good. I hope he can forgive my stupidity and selfishness, because I realized that he is all I want. I didn't see it before.

I guess when you get treated wrong for so long, it's hard to understand what it's like to be treated right.

Of course I would realize all of this now that the damage is done. I just want him.

I only want him.