Tonight, I went to a mini-bonfire on my buddy's farm. We all hung out with his cows (yes, this is what happens when you live in fuck-all nowhere, there are farms with livestock #hicktownlife) and talked and it was good fun.
I met a lot of new people, which is my favorite part of going to parties. There were a fair amount of cute guys around, and I got hit on quite a bit (par usual, I am quite the little sex kitten #lolsjkguys) but I spent the entire night texting Technicolor Boy. Despite being surrounded by cute, willing guys, I honestly had no desire to get into any shenanigans with any of them because all I can think about is seeing Technicolor Boy tomorrow night.
#mongamy?MONOGAMY?!?!WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?!?!?!?!?!?!
Oh God. ALL the run away instincts.
The problem is that I know how I feel. It is pretty fucking clear #inconvenienttruth. However much it may make me uncomfortable, I know that it is what it is. What is now concerning me is that the feeling may not be mutual.
What is most concerning of all is that I could possibly care more than he does. #whatisthisshit
I really need to stop spewing my love life all over the internet. You guys are probably getting sick of my internal battles with this whole "love" concept. Sorry! I'll try to keep the sappiness to a minimum. #lies, all lies. You know I can't help but express my feelings on this blog.
But seriously, I will try to tone it down. Anyway.
I smell like a campfire.
Julia
Haha hashtags. I love hashtags so much.
ReplyDeleteNo more hashtags.
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Good post, though.
I've tried commenting recently, but my comments haven't shown up. Unless you've been deleting them. Hm. But yes.
I don't have any problem with reading about your love life on your blog! Don't stop! Sometimes I like to dress up like you and pretend I'm you and dance around the room whispering my name over and over and over again. Don't stop!
Too much information?
I like campfires.
Hashtags everywhere rofl.
ReplyDeleteI hate the initial leanings toward monogamous relationships. They're so troublesome, yet sometimes I want them sooooo much and bad things happen. I should never be allowed to have a relationship life. Ever.
Campfires make my eyes water.