Monday, September 27, 2010

If Ever, Oh Ever...

My life took a turn for the stressful today. I got the lowest score in the class on an algebra test, bringing my grade to a F, and disqualifying me from cheerleading any games until I get my grades up. Yay. And then I got promoted at work, which is awesome but means a whole helluva lot more responsibility. That and leaving cheer practice early every Monday so that I can get to work on time :/ my coach is gonna love this. Honestly, I want to quit, it's really becoming less and less worth it with every practice I go to. But I signed up for this, and I'm not going to screw over my team by just walking out. If I get cut, I'll act upset for a day so that I can hide my relief. But I hate this sport right now.

I honestly just want to press the pause button on my life. I need a break.

4 comments:

  1. i know you dont wanna let your team down, but if it's making you unhappy do what you need to do to make you happy again. and don't worry about grades, in the long run they mean nothingggg.

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  2. i disagree.
    grades mean more than you think, they're what get you where you want to be,

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  3. I'm sorry about your Algebra 2 grade. =(
    Things will get better though, you're really smart. And who knows, maybe you'll get kicked off of cheer, although that might not be the way to go about it.

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  4. who needs algebra anyway? i failed algebra and look at me ;) okay okay bad example. but like chin up. it'll work out. things always do <3

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